Official 2 week milestone Gosh... It's been 2 weeks since I've been back. It is kinda weird being back "home" after being on my own so------- far away for 3 years. Aside from reverse culture shock I am also dealing with being idle. I haven't been idle in ages... When was the last time I was this HIMA HIMA HIMA?? Maybe when I was in elementary school?? I've been wasting my life away on YOU TUBE and MIXI... and making OMU RAISU and drinking KINAKO MILK. WTF?! I am going to the gym pretty much every day-- but I haven't been out to see the salsa scene... So, to cheer myself up I gave myself a pedicure and made a silly "instructional" video. (Yeah... I know my feat are kind of swollen!)

Anyway... I will be having my first exam next Saturday-- but it is a Spanish test, so I am, I guess, over-confident and can't bring myself to study much. I always wished I had more free time and now that I am so------------------ free, I can't figure out what to do with my time. It is so weird. I started looking through old photos and reading old letters... crying over my past exes and cooking a lot of Japanese comfort foods... I found a little supermarket that had lots of Japanese groceries and I am made! I am looking through the wanted ads to see if I can land a temp job until I take my course at the end of the month. I might go crazy by then if I don't have a job. I guess I really am a workaholic. What sad news. I failed at being NEET, even for a week.  ¶ martes, mayo 08, 2007